Wednesday, July 7, 2010 ♥
suprise ♥ 7:45 PM
today wake up with a big suprise.
saw many messages.
' hey, you and him break up ad ?'
' ling, he got new gf ady ?'
' ml, what happened to u and him?'
Blah Blah Blah.
that time, i am dreaming about you.
I dreamt that you don't care me anymore even i want to suicide.
hehe. NIGHTMARE.
I deleted all the messages of yours and my friends too.
i am so afraid to face the truth.
but the truth is always cruel one.
I was crying when seeing FACEBOOK.
he said he love her. happy with her. asked me to let him go.
aikksss. I was sad. but sooner turned to angry.
Hey, you hurt me so deeply ;) and you really stepped on my dignity.
u said you are suffer to be with me, so you choose to leave.
who knows that i am suffering from this love too ?
you told me 'i just want to be with you, no matter how hard'.
where is your promise again ? you said i never do what i promised on you,
but... do you ??
HURT DEEP HURT.
however, finally realize your true colors.
rmb what i told you ? i am the strongest girl in this world,
no matter what happened, i am still myself.
with all my dreams. i am fighting alone. to be a strong woman.
independent that don;t need boys ;)
CML. you are not loser. gambateh !