Monday, June 21, 2010 ♥
proud with my stupid ♥ 11:11 PM
Sorry for not blogging few days.
I am so busy with my assignment and school things.
Aikks. I don't know howw to eexpress my feeling.
I just know
I AM SO EMO THIS FEW WEEKS !!!
PEK CEK >,
I am really really tired of my life. haix.
i am giving up myself.
Beers when i am sad.
Thinking to suicide when i am emo.
Cry when thinking of you.
Why is our relationship become lik this ?
from a sweet couples to stranger LOLS.
YOu know, I am feeling unsafe and strange with you.
I want to escape myself from you. aikks.
YuP, seriously i am acting happy in front of u all.
If one day, i sudddenly die lik this, dun shock K ?
And forget CHEN MEI LING.
This person is a failure because she gave up herself.
She used to be a strong girl. BUT NO more.
yup, from ur side, i am strong.
in your eyes, i eenough strong to stand of sadness.
But u never know, my heart is how soft and just a little thing,
I could cry for ffew hours.
STUDIES ? totally SUCKS !
today exam HE. 10/20 only pass.
U KNOW, my class got 35 something students.
i fail my TEST !!! i am THE ONLY ONE ~!!!!!!
well. i did not sad but i am feeling proud of this result.
BEcause, i am not clever.
9As ? don;t take this to suan me anymore.
I am stupid stupid stupid !!!!!!!!!!!!
I am proud because I am stupid !